All this says is you have trained your mind to hold more and more complexity together and also have gained enough street rep that people are willing to trust you and let you do your own shit. That is the handicraft or warrior style of programming. Most companies want teams of soldiers - people who can quickly be productive and work together and give an output that is understandable by others even when they are halfway through. OOP excels there. It distributes the complexity and doesnt need years of study to become productive. Eventually when programming becomes engineering instead of handicraft your style of programming will stay only as a niche for luxury items.